Such a messy life....

Ok fine..2nd entry for today..really feel sad...damn sad...but don't know why...


I hate when I have a bad feeling about him....really hate it...because it makes my day really in the dark...don't feels like doing anything.....but he never understand me..NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Love is not just a word.....


Appreciate me n understand me...thats all that I need....





Its so hurt.......

Life is beautiful...INDEED...

I believed...strongly believed..theres no any single person in this entire world..don't want to have a happy life...can smile blissfully everyday every hour every second...

This is what I ask for..what I need...what I pray for...but...I accept everything that is planned by Him...as i recall back..the happiness was far far away from me...I feel lonely..useless..no..I can't describe this feeling...but I hate it.....

Just yesterday...I attended another important interview for me...The Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Pelajaran (SPP) interview...

Date : 14th February 2012

Venue : Jabatan Pelajaran Negeri Kedah

Time : 7.30 am

Position : Pegawai Pendidikan Siswazah 

What I can say was...it is tough...a really big competition...I just try my very best...n 'tawakal'...but hoping its a success....

wearing tudung bawal..occasionally :)

But...I don't know..just feels like...I need to take another path in my life...feels like doing another thing...

aarrrrgghhhhhhhhhhh........what happen to me.....

Happiness...please...for once...be mine....