Need some space...

2012 is really full of hope...really got many things to do...

A new beginning to many things... 

Starts with what juz happening now...

1. first heard about the GST interview..the name list will come out on jan 10th..really felt excited actually..started to find as many notes as possible to ensure me to be fully prepared for the interview....but..we just planning everything..only HIM that knows everything...when it comes to jan 10th..there's nothing except for keep waiting again for any news...

2. Really dissappointed..the next day..heard about the 'Guru Interim' thing... just what is guru interim??? Keep google about any info about the 'guru interim' and as result..I got to know that 'guru interim' is just like 'guru GSTT'..just the term not yet used in 2012..so that's why the new term is introduced...at least not GSTT..but in fact its just the same status....1st heard about all this I just ignore everything because what I know the 'guru interim' only will be taken in johor sabah n sarawak...so..there's no such thing for me here in Kedah to be so 'kalut-kalut'....but about 1 week after the news spread...i got to know that there's also guru interim in kedah..wow...its really makes my day..at least there's some hope for me...

3. So, my 1st step..make a call to JPN Kedah to getb the details and ensure that my name "IRMAIDA BINTI AHMAD' is in their list...and Alhamdulillah..they have my name there...another good news..But..the problems now is that I need to wait for a letter from them either JPN or KPM maybe around next week after CNY...and it depends on luck..OMG!!! I didn't really expect that...just for now...keep praying that He can give me that good luck..I will be listed in those who get the 'guru interim' position...really hope for it...

4. Ok..finish with that..in this 2012..I am alone again...need to be apart again from him...he got a new job offer..a more better job I guess...and he accept the offer..for me..I just accept everything as long as he happy with what he is doing...its just that...I need to 'sesuaikan diri' without him here...hmm...siyesly n no joke...its not as easy as I thought before...I want him back...waarghhhhhh!!!!

5. I can say it is a good new beginning for us...where we can take our time to seriously talk about our next step in our relationship...feels really awkward actually but its kind of sweet I think...hmmm...hope that everything will be easy for us...need to start saving...so JOB..please..I really need U... :)

6. Want him to know....I miss him so badly...

He said I 'dah gemuk'...haha yes I am..need to cepat-cepat DIET!!!